I turned into a butterfly.... No longer the 'quiet' one!

Before I had Proloquo 2 go and before I had carers willing to let me use it this was my life...... A shy girl afraid of the world to scared to let anybody in to scared to let any sound out...... 

I wrote a poem at one of the worst times this is how it goes......

Silence

Imagine living in a world of silence 

Where nobody knows your there 

When your upset and want a hug 

But all you can do is shed a silent tear 

I want to talk to people but the words just won't come out 

Only time u will hear a sound is when nobody is about 

My voice is paralyzed and my throat is closed up

I want to be able to chat away 

I want to let you hear me so badly 

If only u knew the pain I go through just to make a sound 

Then maybe just maybe u would understand 

How happy I would be if one day my voice had been found

I don't have to imagine it because this is real this is me

If you find a key 

Please set me free

Bouncy Pony 12.2.14

LOOK AT ME NOW!!!

I have a voice I can say what ever I want to I can choose to do things in any environment would u believe this was the first time I met a friend and we was talking suddenly I decided I WANTED TO GO ICE SKATING and I was able to tell my carer that easily!! No frustration , No meltdowns just excitement!!!! 

 

And look my carer took me ice skating the following week! 

Proloquo 2 go might not be the voice people expected me to use they might have thought one day my verbal voice would come but after waiting 23 nearly 24 years it was time I accepted and everyone accepted a different way to talk. This is real life , This is autism, This is selective mutism. 

This is ME!